Wednesday, April 23, 2008

分手快乐

分开和重逢是个必经的过程
每爱一个就是商一课
学费是你的时间
课本是你自己篇的
内容太多有时候会离题
太少却又是不投入
世上有一公升的眼泪
一幕幕的回忆
偏偏爱却没有量词
因为对一个人的爱
是无限的
所谓的一段爱情
永远都是短暂的
可能有两年,十年,或以上
但总会有个终点。
唯一演不完的爱情故事
是自己心中那个
天天都有新希望
每日都有过路人
只有能够放开自己对旧爱悲伤的人
才能够爱一个新的对象。

Thursday, April 3, 2008

无聊

人要不开心,
心情不好,
情绪不稳定,
才能不说话吗?

没话说,就不说,
不想说,就不说,
务必说,就不说。

干吗想将多?

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

再见

我想是时候放手了,

不希望自己变成你的依赖,

也不希望自己的快乐是你的存在,

以后要自己照顾自己,

也许这选择很自私,

但,


这样下去,







你只会是我的阻碍。

Sunday, March 30, 2008

no sleep

owh man.... just come back from hometown at 9.30pm. damn much homework...... tmr got school
nevermind, new is breaking record time. still got 2 and a half hour til 5.30 no slumber at all. haha.....
Martin..... good luck!

Saturday, March 15, 2008

奋斗的目标

今天冲了20圈,
是自己的大进步,大突破,
我已经找到自己奋斗的目标,
每蹋几步,
我就会想一个朋友在我面前,
一直去追他,
让他的笑容,带领我的脚步,
让他在退后的身影,使我快起来,
在终点线,
我便想象前面有无限
自己认识的人在等我,
这就是我冲线的动力,
你呢?

集训

刚刚从一个星期的集训回来
可说是人宝贵满的一课

第一天Taman Kaya 5圈,
还没一圈就倒了。
Set B: Pumping 300,sit up 300, back up 300
半小时做不完。

第二天,
5.30am-校园跑十圈
过后去赛场,
二十五分钟内,400mX6,做3set
勉强做完,但超时。
下午,忘了mini header+set B 200X3

第三天,
5.30am-校园跑十二圈
赛场-200m冲,10set,均速32.??,最快:29.68
下午-跳T-shapeX5 set

第四天,
5.30am-校园跑十二圈
过后去赛场,500mX10set
下午-打乒乓

第五天,
5.30am-校园跑十五圈 过后去赛场,800mX3,1st round 3.28,2nd round 3.30,3rd round 3.15
下午-举重

第六天

没晨跑,

9am,校园跑25圈,55分钟内。

看着自己一天比一天进步,

很兴奋,

尤其是第五和第六天,

800m在最后一圈冲到500-600m之间才累而放慢,但每一圈剩下100m都冲线。

第六天的校园跑,跑五圈就停,不是没力或气,而是感到要抽筋

对平常跑四圈就停的我,剩下的20圈没停过,超大突破。

非常感谢天天训练我的前辈们,

还有几个朋友,尤其是林深,泉金,伟宏和万和

他们教我很多东西,但是教我不要放弃的工作每个队员都做到。

除了练习,在宿舍也很好玩,

第一天,第五天都玩monopoly,

几乎天天都下西洋棋,

不过下午多数都睡觉,好累哦。

一句说完,集训是值得我一个假期的!

八独中的约束

不知道自己是否有能力
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但。。。。
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我会
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凭着单纯的信心
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把体育处外的奖杯们
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留着!


我不能确保获胜
但我可以肯定
明天的我会比今天好!

Sunday, March 9, 2008

个人要求-生命交换

现在不知外面会不会有动乱。
无论如何,我会尽权力去保护对我重要的人,
即使牺牲自己也要和对方同归于尽,
不管天堂和地狱出什么价,
我一定会选择你们,
因为你们才是最珍贵的。

当危险来临时?
你会逃脱吗?还是拼到底?

Friday, March 7, 2008

geo-outting

today i left dreamland at abt 6.55am. haiz tired..........
after bath my cell started impulsing, faster and faster i can tell all systems online. Only problem is my left hand pain at the joint again. better get a doctor. LOL XD.

Then send mom to office. we have a quick breakfast while dad finding parking. right after mom left, dad arrived. Too bad ==. I had some beehon and a fish. love it, japanese style.(dont understand pls check geo textbook)

coming up is driver section. my dad and i along with fat old sis rush to the bus stop opposite Mutiara. Saw 'leeching' very punctual and i saw elaine get off her mom's automobile when waiting the traffic light. The only one left is Weiman(damn cool name). He say he will arrive in 30second! So me and Elaine started to countdown 30,29,28...... too bad he wasnt there. But we have a theory that he was trapped in the traffic light in front of us. Just as expected he got off the car right after the green light. 4 of us stuff at the center row. And we arrived abt 6 min to our destination.

I saw kk,yoonler and ying chuan standing by there. Yi En and Kabuto(meng fai) was there too. As we were waiting for limshen the "equipment manager" start suppling stationaries. After he arrived i go around and look for nice ppl. Spying beauties too. XD too bad dont have. I saw a Malay guy buying fry chips and i intend to start a survey with him. Too bad he gave me a Stop signal and walked away with his friend. DAMN YOU!!!

Sooner or later u spotted a Indian guy reading a Magazine. Hehe.... 2nd prey. "excuse me sir are you in a hurry?" He shaked his head nervously(brother i'm not promoter lah dont worry). Then a little self introduction and i go on straight with my survey. The whole progress went excellently. I love the way he corporates. Well some question he gave opinion about election thingys but i'm very open minded i support his opinions, all though i'm not at the age yet. When it all ended, i offered a handshake and gave him a pack of "hacks" candy. OOps forget to rip off the price. At first when i was introducing myself he doesnt pay much attention( com'on brother give some face ma),despite of that everything after that was O-K-!

Then we gathered again and discuss following plan loudy. The niao-ing wei kang keep calling us to keep our voices down, haiz the bus stop very noisy de lah why care so much? Then we decided to go Time Square by monorial but Yi En was left out. haha.

Lim Shen was very gentleman back there in the monorial. He keep giving his seat to others , I followed too. Then all other girl stood up too. Only noob kk and Weiman sat from start to end BLEK YOU!

After we arrive, my sis and dad were there too. Then lim shen and i search for spike shoes as the others have their BRUNCH! We arrive quite early and the shops havent open so we united at the food court and have some lousy pizza. I rate it as lousy because the cheese wasnt droopy at all. But it taste quite well. Re-rate it as less good pizza lah.

Then i continued my search and lim shen helped me. My dad was choosing Badminton shoes when i find my "NIKE PRODUCT". The shopping progress was quite complicated so skip it. After making my choice i requested a financial support from my dad and he gave me a green note.

Then we went to the Borders book shop to read some comic. All though i wasnt a prevert but i was busy finding HENTAI comics. XD i look at the front page only, dont dare see the inside. Then we move on to the cinema to buy some drinks. The total was 22.50 and i paid it with the note dad gave. I dont wanna use my money because it was all RM1 notes. Then we go inside. You might think there is something missing. Yes, i forgot to take the change. Wah 27.50 leh... luckily the honest counter girl came back to me. FXXX the change was all in RM1 note. Oi brother my pocket heavy leh...........

Then we watch the movie and many funny things happened. Elaina was quite a coward, she keep talking about how much she scare of horror movie but 10,oooBC was fine for her. She sat beside me and her right was yoonler. Haiz girl very weak, most of them felt cold. yoonler even carried up her legs. LOL. Elaina keep rubbing her hand, too bad i didnt bring jacket. Even so i must bring a XXXXXXtra large one. Average saiz wasnt enough for 4 frosting girls.

I was quite afraid of the movie at first. Because i saw the trailer about it when i was watching Kung Fu dunk in Pavilion. DONT BE FOOLED. The trailer had overacted, the movie isnt horrorfying at all. In fact, it was very interesting. Go watch yourself, i bet its worthy.

Then we headed to the arcade. Again the weird thing about RM1 notes. I insert RM1 note into the token changer 3 time, and it rejected all of it. After changing 14 tokens..... FUN TIME!!!! First i did the thing i always do in there--"chupa chump candy machine" I got a new flavour(apple), not bad. Then i challenged the boxing machine. High score 2800,my first round 2700 but 2nd round 2600 T.T..... Then lim shen started showing off. Both 2700. ARGH!!! i cant loose. Then meng fai's turn, 2700 and 2600 HAHA! Then it comes to me again......I WONT LOOSE.
Target:2900
Confidence:100%
Power:99%(drop from 100 because use 1% in the first time)
Cheering team's effort : 80% only (i heard someone boo me)
1........
2..............
3...................
POOOOF!
tic tic tic tic tic.......
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2700!!!!! Not again........
1..........
2.............
3...........................
POOOOOOF!!!!
tic tic tic tic tic.........
1700,1800,1900,2000,2100.......
YES!!!!! 2800 hahaha.

Then i exchange for more tokens. They were playing Space Hockey. Elaine and lim shen were pro at this. We all had draw against each other. Yoonler wanna play basketball before that,too bad the machine doesnt work well. Good one were occupied so she missed it. Sry ya.....

Then bye bye time. I send all of them to monorial station and waited for dad to pick me up to PJ.

I went to the Play By Ear music centre. And had a little piano try outs. My presentation was so bad. Rate 65/100 for myself. But sis was slighly better. She had more basics than i do. Next three of us went to Bond optical store. Dad drop us there as he do some banking. As we were waiting our spec. to be reapired, i looked around to find some new models but there wasnt any which caught my eye. After that,i went to dad's office. He do some fast work while i'm chatting with Ling Ling on the phone with my legs on the sofa. Haha. Oh ya about little ling. She said she was going ts when my gang was having brunch too bad didnt saw her there. But i saw Lai Ling while going to the shoe shop and saw Yi Pei and Pei En when i was trying the shoes. So many classmates in ts today. Btw, Wan He was there and two of his freinds too. He's one of the T&F school team.

Afterwards we picked mom from her office and head to Pandan Jaya for dinner. Along the way, I was checking wether all my friends had reach home. Elaine cant be contacted for some sort of reason..... hope she's ok.

Today was quite a free day. No rushes in ts at all. Quite relaxing. You might think where is Weiman? well he talked very less i'll try to make him join in. Others was having fun. I can tell by looking thier smile. My team's performance back there at the surveying in Titiwangsa was splinded too. All efficient..... Nice working with you all.

Today trip was simply PERFECT!

Thursday, March 6, 2008

酸甜

爱就想吃草莓,
单纯的人才分辨不出里面的味道,
有时是酸的,
但也有甜的。

每个人都有自己心意的对象,
但并非每个人都会去追求。
曾经伤害了一个人,
因为为了自己前进而做了自私的选择。
毫无交待的离开,
又默默的回来。

现在是否还能接收另一个人?
虽然很肯定自己的勇气,
但发展中会不会失去“味觉”呢?

所以现在只能用目标来麻醉自己,
让自己得到不一样的快乐,
情人种比朋友贴心,
朋友种比情人忠诚,
我想各有各好吧。。。。想多了。

再见

每一天,都要看你一眼,
才发现,已经产生感觉。
往前追,人生有多少来回?
不敢追,是因为有个不完美的从前。

每一天,只要你我一迅间,
面对面,看看彼此笑脸。
往后一看,知道自己曾经不对,
无法面对,不想再回到从前。

一天一天,产生感觉,想伴在你的身边。
一年一年,天天夜夜,像天使守在你的左边,
不管晴天,还是雨天,我会假装在你右边。
让你偿偿,这幸福的滋味。

也许明天,或是后天,但种会拥有一天,
我会悄悄的离开你的周围。
是因为无法面对自己的从前。

失败了

经过一次的考试,发现自己认真了很多。开始失去演技了,无法再像以前将玩玩了。

其实成熟并不坏,为何我将讨厌。

Thursday, February 14, 2008

情人节脚车之旅

今天中午没是做,带了脚车去修.

车夫修着当时,看见一个小玩意儿,
是个装水壶的架子,之后也装了一个在自己的"老婆"上.

维修完成后,我便到处走透透.
起初是看看别人的房子,加上创意,改装自己以后的家.

谁知过了几条街,发现我的路程越来越有意思.
虽然不同的房子有不同的装饰,但仍然是红红的.(废话,新年吗....)

之后到了一个马来区,我在一次做观察.
还记得上次载妹妹的朋友回家时,发现对面一间家,
挂了一幅春联似的图案,我傻傻的问"妈,怎么那个人将笨,在们前放咒语"
妈妈回答说"那时马来人的神啦",我连忙盖自己两巴.==
之后在想想,马来老师说他们的神是抽象的,所以妈妈的话也很有道理.
先后的思考我就会分辨这两族的家了.

之后我继续走,到了一个roundabout.我转到"九点"在直走.
那时每个拜五和好友去游泳的路.
突然好奇心又来了,毫不犹豫的又转进路旁的花园.
刹那间,我想起班长也主在那一带.
心里好希望,骑到一半会有人喊我的名字.
可惜没实现.........

不过在我到了一个需要上坡的路是,
我以科学理论以s字形快速踩上去.
因为我听到有一阵水声,
当我到了顶点时,看见...........
一个瀑布!!!
我想,一个大城市都有这么一个美景.
也许时常都坐着高高的车,从未看过四处的环境,
因为车镜是由一层黑色的膜连着的.
不能看得太清楚.==

接下来又在"潜入"另一个花园,
幸亏这次是下坡的,不需出力.^^
之后便是幼稚的是了.
deng deng deng,deng deng deng, deng deng deng deng deng deng deng.
yay!!! ice cream!!!!
前天,我还是一个人在家,父母及妹妹还在老家,
享用了个人午餐后,回家路上看见雪糕车.
当时还在大马路中,不能停下购买只好眼湿湿地转回家,
可是当我在逗圈圈的时候,又听见那口号.(deng......)
那声音若隐若显,很难追.
最后,我在flat area徘徊的时候又听见了.
可喜车车在对面花园,面前又有铁丝网顶着.haiz.....尽力了.
终于!!!!今天被我找到你了!!!!哈哈哈!!!!
名言--坚持一定得到^^
买了一个三块的雪糕,我便上坡到阿姨家去.

到了门前,以为表妹会在家,一直敲门.
回应我的只有两隔壁的"臭狗"(blek)
它们吠个不停,好象没看过人将.我很不安心地吃完雪糕,
然后继续上路.

接下来到了一间杂货店,我得意地买了一罐100Plus.
放到刚装的玩意儿上,果然适用.
还记得去年坐uncle的车时,有个朋友住在上面,
我大声地喊了他的名,谁知他家在前面==psps.
到声招呼后,我看看手表.
将近3点了,好友应该放学了吧....

去他家之前,我又在另一个花园转了几圈.^^/==
过了一道双层马路后,我到了他家附近的游乐场.
四处一片宁静,远方的篮球场,只有一个人在打球.....

现在就巧了.....
我一转进他家的路口,看见一两红色的wira,车牌3680的break灯刚好亮着.
hehehehehe.....
左边的前门打开了,一个包上白色布的左脚申了下来.
hahahahahaha.....还不是你!!!!
我喊到:"放学了啊?"
俊伟:"对哦...你没有读书,等下要来吗?(他家拜天宫)"
我:"来一下咯....(我家不用拜啊?!hehe...)"
俊伟:"哦"
我:"ok等下再来!"
俊伟:"你去哪里?"
我:"去秀彤家,要来吗?"
俊伟:"erm....不要啦"(blek,没义气)
我:"拜拜".

之后去哪里你懂啦.....不必多说.
哎哟,她不在.(一定是辩论练习还没回,将pro zomok?)
过后我又转来转去,看到一个小游乐场.
中间有一个地方凸起来,不知什么来得,
我绕一个大圈才进入playgroung area.
(不是只有一个进口,而是那些车乱park.
很想刮花他们,今天心情好,给面子你们blek)
原来那凸起的东东,是一个滑梯,
脑子突然想象到,当年孩子们快乐地玩着.
现在我眼前的滑梯以烈了,因为是cement做的.

过后看到前面有一个爬行的架子,
我爬上了最高点,望望四周,所有设施都栏栏的,
不怪得没人来.
政府也真是的,没来修理......

突然觉得没地方去了,想回家.
可是这么巧又想到一个朋友.我便骑到另一个flat去.
到了后才想到.....他楼下的摊子以搬到另一个地方了.....
如果早点来就好.

对了!!!!差点望了.
去好友家前,发现到road block.我想谁拜天宫将大牌.
block本大爷的路....
一转弯,OMG.原来是葬礼.....
经过时我也有礼地鞠一鞠躬.
心想,前几天有人说想念过世的亲人.
我认为"活着是快乐的,能愚见自己喜欢的人,认识一群死党,
看见人们的笑容;死也有死的幸福,不会有烦恼,
没有肉体不怕痛.所以活着和死都是好的.
能活的时候就尽情享受他的快乐,至于死后的幸福,死后在享受吧."

最后我到了一个以毕业的朋友的家,
虽然他不在,不过我认为,会有雪糕车一样的结果.
途中看到主屋的两位佣人在和篱笆外的两位清洁工人谈天,
我想他们也要过情人节吧.

之后我就回家了,
今天我学了不少东西,应该是想了不少吧...==
爱一个人,不管双方是什么世界的人,只要愿意还是能在一起的.
就算男架脚车,女的走;男的坐车,女的才架脚车
女穿布衣,男包树叶;女穿丝绸,男才穿布衣
虽然是差一步,
只要走在同一道路上,还是会到达目的地
只要是同一颜色,还是能感到批此的默契.
爱只有肯不肯,没有能不能.
主天下友情人情人节快乐.^^

希望明年有人能做在我车后,
自己架另一辆脚车也不错.

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

情人节

为何要在情人节前看到那东西?
我还能当你作"女朋友"吗?
还是连朋友都不能做了?

世上人这么多,为何你会认识他?

Monday, February 4, 2008

一个人

一个人的感觉,
在人群中,
什么也看不见.

一个人的画面,
在内心中,
只有漆黑一片.

一个人的空间,
在周围中,
只摸到自己的影子.

可是当你股起勇气,
慢慢张开那,
害怕黑暗的眼镜,
尝试解开,
心中那黑色的盒子.

你会发现盒子内仍然是黑色的,
但形成那漆黑一片的,
不再是恐惧,孤独,
而是站在你背后的人留下的影子.

最后再抬头一看,
你会看见七彩的手掌,
准备把你从绝望中拉出来.

每个人付出的场所都不同,
医生永远会在医院,
消防员永远会在消防局,
没有场所的人最轻松,
因为你可以在任何地方,任何时候,
为自己和别人祝福.

加油.

坚持

累而休息是自然,

累而继续是训练,

累而睡觉就是放弃!!!

痛而不讲是怕羞,

痛而忍是克服,

痛而笑是有型,

痛而哭是没用!!!!

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

信自己

世上的东西都没有固定的形容

收到礼物不需要高兴,失恋不需要伤心,成人不用怕被笑幼稚

能有一个字一句话形容某个人

是因为比较

不管我做什么

我还是我自己

我对得起自己

我尊敬自己

我不背叛自己

我就是我.

没有东西

能改变我的思想

想做就做

相信自己

跟自己比较

今天要比昨天爬得高

自己满意就好

所以为何不选择

活得随兴活得自在?

反正我还是我.

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

不怕失去,不怕遗憾

过去的就让它过去

没什么是需要挽回或遗憾

能有今天是因为昨天

拥有这一秒上一秒的结果

只要是自已做的

背上了还是值得的.






时间不是地球自转

分分秒秒

不停在跑

是人们的思想,梦想,愿望,渴望,希望合成的.

我们永远不会是世上

好的;强的;美/帅的;高/矮的

因为时间未曾为任何人停下

所以只要自己觉得自己某某某

不会一无所有

哭吧

微笑的彩虹是要在悲伤的雨后才会出现...
但还要有安慰的温度才会产生...
所以尽情哭吧,只有你的泪水我的安慰才有奇迹...
虽然这些都是短暂的现象,
但不管它循环多少次,我都会支持你


让我再说一次^^



加油哦!葆殷!